Then I see that cursor blinking countless times as I was
thinking how to start; what to say; what words to use. If I am to talk about my
aches and pains – the lamentations as I used to do, words will be pouring like
heavy rains.
But I am not going to.
I want to fight sorrow away. With a blog. One blog post a
day.
That’s a plan I want to carry.
Because each day, each day is different…
There are times when I am so happy, so full of what I can do
I feel I can conquer the world. Then there are days when all of a sudden, I am
tired; fearful; worrisome; and most of all anxious of all tomorrows. But just
before I succumb to abysmal torment, I remember, there are people like you too.
And like I was, curious; reading what other people has to say with their lives;
and get inspired and fight back in life.
I rather think about you and hope to imprint happiness than
fear.
Just yesterday, I read a status post on facebook. Both held
the same message about the goodness of God. One talks about how people fared
badly when they deny the existence of God. It was brutal and it can really
create such havoc of fear in your heart. While the other one says that God
loves you and will bless you if you TRUST in HIM.
I chose the latter and share it on my timeline. I was
thanked by three people and I can see more people sharing the post about Christ
that I shared.
Now, I ask you if I shared the first one, the one about how
God will punish you if you mock Him, how many people do you think will thank
me?
Oh no, not that I don’t believe the first message because I do,
it is just that I chose to calm others and share HOPE rather than FEAR.
So I ask, if you can do this, be this, achieve this, will
you be happy and for how long?
I just want to explore, in my blogs here, the possibilities,
the challenges we are all facing. Because I have a lot and when I think deep
about it, most of my challenges come within. So rarely did a challenge come
from the people around me. In the end, I choose to feel sad, be down and fear.
But I am not saying it is easy to choose hope or to fight
back in life. Most of us grew up in an environment where people, our parents to
be exact, fight for our battles. This is something that is very hard to get out
of. While we age each year, our minds, habits, behavior among others, take time
to adjust.
The day our parents decided to let us go, most often our
college graduation day, is NOT the day our minds accept we have grown. We have
to go through the passage of adulthood filled with pains, trials, discoveries
and hopefully breakthrough.
But still, there are people who just can’t move on from
being a child that much we see from people who can’t process responsibilities
well. And we don’t have to go far, if we look at ourselves, our little child
within also cry.
We cry for help
because we feel insecure. We doubt our capabilities. We fear our future. We can’t
just feel confidence no matter what we do.
Yes, affirmations help.
Yes, inspirational quote can lift us up a bit.
But what we truly need is support from people we care the
most.
But then again, people we care the most, our parents, our
partners, our children, look up to us for support to. And if they are weak, and
you can’t summon the strength to be strong, what can you do?
You know, it would be easy for me to say pray to God. Believe in Him. Trust His goodness.
But at times, again, there are people whom God has gone
deaf. Prayers go unanswered. Times of revelations not happening.
And there are people who cannot grasp the meaning of God in
their lives.
And I cannot, in my heart, allow myself to think that these
people are hopeless because they are not.
I know that if you chose to stand when you stumble, you will
find that a reaching hand will pull you up further, no question asked.
And words are one of the most potent tools to uplift a
heart.
Your words, my words, words of God, words of love, words of
hope, words to inspire and words that empower, this I seek. This I challenge me
to blog each day. Without reservation, I let my thoughts out.
These thoughts that made me ME I share, I acknowledge in one
blog a day, to inspire, to challenge and hopefully, to empower all of us.
God Bless,
Jean
Hi Jean,
ReplyDeleteThis inspired me to renew the same challenge I made to myself ages ago. :) I'll start blogging everyday too...I hope.
Yehey Beth! And I will be your cheerleader! I would love to read your work! I bet it will be amazing!
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