What happened? You might asked,
or most probably not. I have not been blogging. I have been planning and trying
to implement my plans. And yeah, I found myself trying to push and pushing too
hard to get where I want to be online. After almost a year of trying to console
myself in blogging my sorrows away writing one blog a day, I feel good. Busy,
not so awesome, but good.
The truth is that I stop writing
here because I found myself not so sad any longer. When I started this blog, I was
groping in the dark and I really don’t know where I want to go. Not only that, I
was not sure if I am in the direction that I want to bring myself to. But,
decision has been made and I achieved my peace… and so I stopped blogging my
sorrow away.
But then again, as I have
mentioned here before, each day is different. You wake up feeling great one day
and down the next day. And being human that we are, I do tend to forget my
resolves and fall back into despair; my uncertainties. It does not help too
when I feel alone, bearing the weight of the world (which is unlikely true).
Just a few word from someone you
get your strength, simple words that discourage me can really cause leaps of
sadness. And so here I am, blogging again, to remind me that I should listen to
my heart. Beyond everything else, I know me best. I know what I can and cannot
do. I know what I want, where I want to be.
I know my dreams. I know my
desires. I know what makes me happy. I know my worth. I know my capabilities. I
know myself. And I know force behind my will to move forward.
And so… I won’t give up. I won't stop blogging it too.
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